> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Tuesday, March 29, 2011~~

8:38 AM

Today I went to Dufan again! This time with the whole class! Go 7Crestonite!
Too bad we separated, so I kinda played the games there with my best friends who also came to Dufan with me before.. Yeah, it's kinda like Dejavu..
But it was fun afterall, and the best thing is I felt like a lion, being able to ride the scariest games in Dufan 2 times and tried the surprising Hysteria! :)

And I can't wait for tomorrow's band practice! So I get to be joining a band competition with the other chosen students on the 4th April! It's so near, but I know we can do it! I'm so happy! :D

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, March 27, 2011~~

5:32 AM

Today I'm going to share you a kinda touching video! It's the song "Eight Hundred" sung by Vocaloid Hatsune Miku!
I don't really like the song melody, that's why I didn't put it on my mixpod playlist, but this song kinda touches my heart. Is the girl (Miku) telling truth or lies? She said it is the truth, but it could be lies..
And she cries at the end of the song, which means she was telling lies before and she was saying the truth, because cries don't lie.
Which kinda touched me in this song is that Miku said, "I hate you, I can see you anytime" although what she meant is the opposite, which is "I love you, I can never see you again" and "I hate you, you're still fine and breathing which means "I love you, you're dead."
Aside from its cute melody, this is such a sad song. Let's just go to the video! :)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, March 26, 2011~~

2:57 AM

Yesterday is the day we got our report card. It makes my heart beats fast, although I'm a little bit relieved I got the highest for PLKJ in class (yey!!) and and kinda good in Science and PKN.

While waiting for our parents to get our school report card, my friends and went to the Labschool kindergarten playground again to play cards. After a few minutes we play card, the kindergarten children came out of their class to play and take a rest and met us. There are so much of them and they all looked at us, wondering what are we doing, maybe?
There are some children who followed us playing cards at first, named Aurel and Marsha. Although they can't see the difference between each suits, at least they still can play.
Several minutes after we play cards with kindergarten children around us, Naobi and Dira came to us and was so happy. We all were happy too, especially my friend Tya and I, because we both are the ones Naobi like to play with most. When we met Naobi and Dira, we waved our hands and Naobi sat on my lap again. Dira sat and watched us playing cards. How fad is my Tya, making Naobi and Dira tickling my lap...
I was amazed with a kindergarten boy named Andra. He was able to play cards at a such young age! When we played Cangkul or Hoe, Andra was looking at us all, maybe thinking how to play it. After some time, Andra said, "I want to play. I already understand how to play it." and he played Cangkul or Hoe right! He also said, "The highest number is my card right? So it's my turn to throw the card." He was really smart! And the better thing is, he is kinda handsome~

Then the school bell rung and the children went back to their classes. We said goodbye, and we played cards again, the hard way (you know what I mean~). After playing cards, each of my friend got called by their moms about the report cards. It made me so nervous.. Then we all went back to the canteen and met our parents to see our report card. And we went home.
About my report card.. Quite satisfying, because it kinda reached my goal, which is getting the average of 85 (I got 84.7, almost 85), but I haven't beat the highest student in class (impossible dream) and still got stabilos in my report card (which means that my scores is still under the passing grade). Gotta work much harder next time!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, March 24, 2011~~

6:43 AM

Today after school my friends and I went to the Labschool Kindergarten. I was kind of surprised that there was a lot of little kids playing in the kindergarten playground. When my friends and I sat down to play cards, we met some kindergarten children. They mumbled with their cute voices and we kinda talk to them. The funny thing is that the kids laughed at one of my friend (because of her funny face?) and was scared of another friend of mine. They were so kawaii~
After talking for a while, the kids got close to us, even a girl named Naobi and Dira hugged me! :3

When we play cards, Naobi sat on one of my friend's lap and Dira was kinda of jealous.. Naobi also sat on my lap and she was happy talking to us! :D
After Dira and her friends went home, Naobi's big sister came, named Sheryl. She was in the 4th grade, and she was in acceleration class. She was pretty and looked like Naobi. While Naobi sat on my frien's lap, Sheryl looked at my cards and asked what game am I playing and how to play it. She even asked each of my friends' name!

The one that makes me very happy is when I went home, I met Naobi and Sheryl. When Naobi saw me, she was like, "Where are you going? I want to follow you! Let's play!" while holding my hand and I was like, "No no, I have to go home." And Sheryl came and said, "I want to join!!" Then Sheryl's friend separated me with Naobi and Sheryl so I could only say goodbye and left.

Naobi, Sheryl and Dira are so cute! And especially Naobi, she is so nice and she treated me and my friends like her new best friends! It made me want to have a little sister..

I'm the kind of person who likes little kids. How about you?

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, March 20, 2011~~

5:51 AM

I was just opening a manga discussion thread, then I accidentally clicked someone's Squiby and I got interested in making one. So I registered the site and adopted some of my favourite characters!
There are SF-A2 Miki (Vocaloid), Utatane Piko (Vocaloid), Noodle (Gorillaz), 2-D (Gorillaz), and Azusa Nakano (K-ON!).
If you're kind, do you mind clicking at each of the picture, to feed each of my adoptions so they can level up?

Click Me!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, March 18, 2011~~

8:20 AM

Today was a really happy day! I went to Dufan (Dunia Fantasi / Fantasy World) with my friends! Although we only played for around 4 hours, we really had a great time!
I went to all games, like the Kicir-kicir, Tornado, Halilintar and much more.. The one I was afraid most is Tornado, really. Like my friend said, I felt like a corned beef, being 'mixed' like that. When I was riding Tornado, all I do is pray and close my eyes. But overall, it is fun and the next time I ride it again, I have to open my eyes!
But the most game I hate is the Pontang-pontang. When you go to Dufan, you'll know it. The round red thing, that moves BACKWARDS. It makes me really sick. I almost puked and I got a bad headache. Thanks God I recover fast!
And I wanted to ride the Hysteria game, the high tower which you go up and down, but the time is not enough and I was after being sick.

Overall, it was really fun. It relieves my stress after a whole week doing crazy tests and spending some time to be with my friends, to be closer to them.
But since there is the 7 of us, I was alone, even with my friend's driver. I kinda wished I would've be with someone else (you know what I mean :3).

The Tornado game in Dufan.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, March 9, 2011~~

5:42 AM

On Monday, 7 March 2010, was the first day I joined Namarina's Jazz Ballet. I went into the school with my T-shirt and leggings and my hair tied in a ponytail. I went inside and my ballet friends were like, "Hey, there's Felice."
I was so nervous. Thanks God I have a ballet friend who just entered jazz ballet like me. She was waiting for me. Then we went into the class, the class where we usually dance ballet.

The teacher is very nice. She is not strict and she likes to talk to the students. The warming up song was even Katy Perry's Fireworks! It was really fun, actually. I didn't felt nervous at all dancing, not like ballet. Students are allowed to wear hand acessories, and are allowed to bring their handphones to the class!
I love jazz ballet, much more than ballet. Somehow, joining jazz ballet makes me more love Namarina and its dances and makes felt much nearer to Namarina. It makes me feel happy, although I'm like the worst student in the ballet class..

BTW, the picture below is not jazz ballet, it is ballet, but danced by the most talented dancers in Namarine, NYD (Namarina Youth Dance).

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, March 5, 2011~~

12:30 AM

Don't know what to write today, so posting a video will be nice..
This video is a music video of the Vocaloid song 'siGre' sung by Kagamine Rin and Kagamine Len. But the video below is the one sung by SF-A2 Miki and Utatane Piko version. I don't know why, I like this song sung better by Miki and Piko rather than Rin and Len..

So the story is about a girl (called Rin) and a boy (called Len). So Rin and Len have been brothers and sisters and they have been taking care of each other. Then one day Len went to a war and got shot. When he recovered, he forgot who is the girl who always took care of him (actually it is Rin). When Rin came to Len, Len ignores her because he don't know who Rin is and Rin cries.
Then after taking care of Len who forgot her, Rin suddenly got tuberculosis and died. Len came to her funeral, and cried but he didn't know why he cried. Then he accidentally found Rin's picture which is same as Len's picture and finally realized that Rin is the girl who have been taking care of him. But now she is dead, so Len really regrets and all he can do is cry.

This music video really touched my heart. But why do I just realized the story at the 2nd time I watched it? Anyway, I think this video is more sad than other videos where Rin or Len died. Sorry the resolution in this blog is too small, just watch it in the YouTube web or make it fullscreen. Happy watching!! :')

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, March 3, 2011~~

4:14 AM

So I was playing some random games in my grandpa's computer, then suddenly I found this game.. The name is Starry Sky In Spring. Because of my cousin who loved to play this, I become crazy of this game too!! :/

The story is about Tsukiko, the only girl in Seigetsu Academy. She has two best friends, Suzuya and Kanata. Then suddenly, a new student transferred to that academy to see Tsukiko. His name is Yoh. Then, the love happened.. :3

From left: Yoh, Kanata, Suzuya

So in this game, you have to choose which boy you want to be with. Then just enjoy the story..

This is my favourite part from the game. So Kanata collapsed and escape from the Health Office. When Tsukiko searched for him, she saw him then hug him.
Kanata: Let me go!
Tsukiko: No, I won't let you go!
Kanata: Just let me go!
Tsukiko: No, I will never let you go!
Kanata: *annoyed* Why?
Tsukiko: Because.. I like you Kanata..
Kanata: What did you say?
Tsukiko: I like you Kanata.
Kanata: Really?
Tsukiko: Yes, I mean it
Kanata: *cries*
Just so sweet~

This one is also my favourite part.. So Suzuya said his feelings to Tsukiko, which cause them to break apart. Then Tsukiko fell and Suzuya carried her. Ah Suzuya is so handsome~
Suzuya: *while carrying Tsukiko* I'm sorry about yesterday. I don't want the both of us to be like this. Just act like nothing happened. I will always be your childhood friend..
Tsukiko: *annoyed* Uh, Suzuya?
Suzuya: Yes?
Tsukiko: The truth is.. I like you.
Suzuya: *surprised*
Tsukiko: I like you, Suzuya.
Suzuya: As a lover? Not a childhood friend?
Tsukiko: Yes, as a lover.
Suzuya: So you will be my lover?
Tsukiko: Yes, I will be your lover.
Suzuya: I will always protect you and be with you, as your lover. Whatever will be.
Suzuya should've been mine~

I kinda like this part too. But I forgot the conversation. So it is when Yoh said goodbye to Tsukiko because he is leaving Seigetsu Academy to do some research with his father. He hugs Tsukiko for 3 times, and it is so cute!! Nyaa~

The graphics of this game is very good, and if you love love stories, try playing this game!! :D

Will you ever notice me...